Turning 20,and not knowing what to do or how to feel

In 2 weeks,on March 7th, I shall be turning 20.... I do not know how to feel about this.



The thing about me and my birthday is, I take my birthday seriously, I take it as the day I started to exist as a person. its stupid,crazy and mostly nobody else takes it as seriously as I do. I literally started counting down the months to my birthday when I could learn to count and how to tell time and figure all of that out on my own.

nobody will care about this post,this is just for me mainly to get my thoughts out.



I'm not even sure what to do on my actual birthday besides go see a movie and probably be working that night as well.